Testi originali
Giapponese
Traduzione
Inglese
偶像
Ideal
From the spring skies, I remember the old days
Motivation? It falls off along with the cherry blossoms
The scenery transforms before I knew it
The summer clouds form letters
But not once did they ever take shape
Because... because... because...
It's all an image, an ideal
These words are all made of lies
It's all for the sake of a living
If it moved you, then give me money
Hey, I can't even laugh
Hey, I can't even laugh
Hey, nothing about this is fun
To my beloved You
Because... because... because...
The autumn breeze pushes me as I walk through town
My body didn't have any strength of its own
The fallen leaves are much more beautiful
The winter breeze is comforting
During these short days, I wanted to disappear
Because... because...
To the point that I want to throw up
All of it overflows;
The words I want to paint, the You I want to paint
My body is beyond saving
It desperately wants to create something
But
It's all ideals, so far from the truth
I am a worthless being through and through
"You really saved me", stop saying such stupid shit!
I can't help but laugh
I can't help but laugh
I'm done putting a price tag on my life
To my beloved You,
If I could wake up one day and go back in time
If only I could tread the most beautiful path
I would want to see those pedantic fireworks
Until my eyes go blind
As if you're going to gouge out my brain, break anything and everything that I am.
When I turn to dust, I want you to hold me
To the point that I start thinking that I no longer want to die
It's all a fake, an ideal
I never even managed to save anything
Don't try to become someone like me
You'll just know the true meaning of shame
I'm right, aren't I?
It's a no-brainer
Only you can change your own life.
Right?
Everything is
A desperate delusion, an ideal
But it was my source of comfort, so it can't be helped
I wrote all throughout summer, spring, autumn and winter
Because I wanted to give life to something
Hey, I want to create, I want to create
Even if my life has no more value
My drooling is unstoppable
I don't give a shit about wanting to save someone
I just want to save myself
I am unable to love myself
Someone please love me. Please love me.
Even if you create and create, you will always be lonely
To my beloved You,
The only one who can save you is yourself
It's not me.

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